Guest Post by Taryn Hipp author of Heavy Hangs the Head

Today I’m honored to have Taryn Hipp pop in and say hello. She recently published her memoir novella Heavy Hangs the Head. Without further ado, here she is.

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I wrote a book. I did that. I sat down for months and spent hours a day putting all of these thoughts & memories down on paper. It was painful, at times excruciating and I spent many late nights wondering why I was doing this. When I was finished someone read it, made changes and eventually it was sent to the publisher. A few weeks later, a book existed and my name was on the cover, my photo on the back. I wrote a book. I did that.

As a zine maker for so many years I never thought about publishing anything other than zines and never did I imagine someone else would publish my work but there I was, the author of a book published by a book press. Suddenly I was walking this line between self-publishing, do-it-yourself zinester and published book author and it was confusing. Did this book make me a more legitimate writer? My parents seemed to think so. But I wasn’t sure because my years of do-it-yourself living really never prepared me for what would happen when I was a published author.

People started talking about the book as if I had never created anything before in my life, like I had never written anything ever. At first, I was sort of angry.  My zines were important and I was really proud of them. Why didn’t anyone appreciate them? But then I realized that maybe this book was the beginning of something new, something different, something I had been waiting for without even realizing it. This book wasn’t about being more “important” and it didn’t mean my zines were ignored, unappreciated. This book meant that there was a new challenge and I had stepped up to it. Heavy Hangs the Head was the result of stepping out of my comfort zone and doing something I wasn’t comfortable with. This book and the reaction it was receiving was the result of all those nights where I was emotionally wrecked from going through my divorce, my addiction, my rock bottom over again.

It was me. I was the one who wasn’t appreciating the book the way it deserved to be appreciated. I had become so overwhelmed by the process that when it was over I was too drained to really grasp just how important it was. Heavy Hangs the Head tells my story, to the best of my ability and lays the groundwork for a future that can be free of the demons that once plagued me. It is my defense against my own feelings of inadequacy when I see other people who are “smarter”, “prettier”, more “successful”. I can hold this book in my hands and read the story of how far I have come and be proud of every day I get out of bed and go to sleep, sober. This book is a testament to my strength and it’s no more important than my zines or any other writing I’ve done, it’s just different which is not only ok, but encouraging. Heavy Hangs the Head shows me (and maybe others) that nothing is impossible and that opens up a million tiny doors into realms of possibility.

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Heavy Hangs the Head

By Taryn Hipp

139 pages

Published August 22, 2013 by Sweet Candy Press

Book Description:

Heavy Hangs the Head is a memoir novella about a woman with an addiction, a mental illness, and a feminist identity. It is the story of one woman’s journey from anxiety-ridden child to delinquent teenager to divorced alcoholic. This is the story of how she turned all those years of experiences into a beautiful existence.

Author Bio:

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Taryn Hipp is an old tattooed college lady who has been making zines for more than half her life. Currently she writes the perzine “Ladyteeth,” a collection of stories about her experiences being depressed, getting divorced, getting sober, & falling in love.

Links:

Sweet Candy Press        Author’s Website         Author’s Goodreads 

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About TBM

Recently I entered the world of self-publishing with my novel, A Woman Lost. Follow me on my indie publishing adventure on tbmarkinson.wordpress.com. Follow my challenge to travel to 192 countries, read 1,001 books, and watch AFI's top 100 movies on 50yearproject.wordpress.com
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18 Responses to Guest Post by Taryn Hipp author of Heavy Hangs the Head

  1. bulldog says:

    Wow I’m impressed… but get worried seeing the amount of pages the book contains…. does that make mine now too long… I hate this writing thing, not knowing what is enough and what is too much… oh lets thank the Lord for a good Editor…
    This is the type of book I’d love to read…

  2. Thanks for introducing us to Taryn and her book. 🙂

  3. As someone with bipolar disorder and as someone currently working hard on my memoir about growing up in an organized crime family, I SO want to read your book, Taryn. I will check it out, for sure. Thanks, TB for the introduction! (By the way, I will be publishing a new chapter draft of my memoir on my blog tomorrow, if you’d like to take a look.)

    Hugs from Ecuador,
    Kathy

  4. Love the introduction to new authors. Nice!

  5. Sherri says:

    Did I ever need to read this or what??? I seem to get more depressed the more I write at the moment. I didn’t think that doing what I’ve always wanted to do ie write my memoir, would be so darn, as Taryn so eloquently puts it, excruciating. But reading this gives me s o m u c h h o p e to keep pressing on. As do you TB! This is a book I would love to read. Thanks so much to both of you for this.

  6. What a release it was to write this book. Also, I think many writers don’t realize the immensity of what they do. I enjoyed reading this post.

    • TBM says:

      I can’t imagine the feelings associated with writing a memoir. Not sure I’m strong enough to go down that path. I admire those who do.

  7. Sounds like it was great therapy to write it.
    Both the book and your zines are important. That also makes you something else – a hybrid author. That’s the best of both worlds.

  8. Pingback: Review: Heavy Hangs the Head by Taryn Hipp | Making My Mark

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